February 28, 2014 by Pink Gunpowder
It’s been awhile since I have posted here.. so here is an update.
I had my daughter on July 8, 2013. Her name is Zoe Elizabeth-Ann. She is the cutest kid ever =). I am still living with my parents and I am now working full-time doing the one job I have tried so many times to escape, Security.
I have really fallen behind on this whole bettering my life thing but intend to put my big girl panties on and regroup, restart, and begin building a solid foundation upon my rock bottom.
Let me start by saying, Zoe is the best thing that has ever happened to me and I am blessed and thrilled to be her mother. I only hope I will be the kind of mother she so truly deserves. Next on the agenda, my divorce is now finalized! I am a single woman once again. I must say has been nice but has had its share of bittersweet moments. I believe the reality of the divorce hit me a little harder than I expected. How do you go from believing you were going to spend the rest of your life with someone to, “Oh just kidding, your alone once again, haha”. I admit I do not have any answers at this moment so, I offer up to myself one truth and one comfort, “Life goes on”. Regardless of your circumstances, your experiences, or how you feel at the moment, life inevitably and without fail will always go on.
Despite the challenges I know I will face in my future as well as the ones I struggle to overcome everyday, I now have this beautiful daughter to remind me that she is now my purpose, and what a purpose she is.